We have some lisianthus just now starting to bloom in the hoophouse. I've always done it in the field but this year wanted it a little sooner. This flower makes me realize I'm a masochist at heart. Yes, I start this baby from seed, why, I'm not even sure. Every year I tell Stuart I'm going to buy plugs and every year I'm back with a magnifying glass sowing them and pampering them through all their very slow growing phases. We have a white (!) and yellow this year which should both do well in the house. Our new field is tilled and ready for cover crop seed. We're a little late on this but better late than never right? Let's just hope we don't get a downpour before the seed is sown. My brother Aubrey has been a champ and has tilled the field twice. It takes him all day and it's been in the nineties here. THANK YOU BROTHER. And we are loving our girl Ruth. She and her father get into lots of philosophical discussions about the nature of grouchy ladybugs, diapers, and zerberts. Very serious around here you know. Hope all of you are well, my secret friends. I've been missing ya. Patience please as I try to get this damn format right. Drives me mad. One day it'll be straight.
Sunday, June 24, 2012
Carrots and Beets
Ruth and consumerism
Saturday, June 23, 2012
Busted!!!
Friday, June 8, 2012
love affairs
Sunday, June 3, 2012
The good and the bad
We had an unfortunate episode where one of our birds had a bad prolapse. One of our wyandottes. We came home Saturday afternoon after market and saw it. We made the executive decision to slaughter her as we have our hands overfull with everything else and caring for weeks for her and possibly for the rest of her life was just too much for us to handle. Sunday morning Stuart was a brave soul and slit her throat as she hung upside down with her legs tied up as we read to do in 'Country Wisdom and Know-How', our go-to book for such things. I sobbed and watched her bleed out, shake, and finally pass. I think what made it particularly hard was that the day before we both had listened to This American Life , the episode about Dos Erres. If you didn't listen to it, I'm not sure I would recommend it. The atrocities that humans are capable of are explicitly discussed and the story will forever haunt me. The killing of the chicken (albeit a mercy killing) was a harsh upfront reverberation of the story and even now it's hard to write about. It brought up a quick reconsideration of all livestock we have ever thought about having on the farm. And so much more. I hope if I were to ever to face a situation where I was asked to kill an innocent person or be killed I would nobly choose death. I know self-preservation is one of the strongest instincts we have; it is fear and it lives large. But I want to believe in myself. After all, this life is just a sweet whisper in the darkness.
Chubba-lubba-in-a-tubba
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